happy!!..i've find sum1 who's so caring about me at a time when im sad or when im sick...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SMILE IN TEARS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ BROKEN HEART ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
during the three days im with my family 2 go 2 Labuan..they're also with us is my youngest aunt janr with her daughter shasha and her husband ivan..my grandma, and my two younger cousins kitty and aaron...we took a ferry 2 go 2 Labuan..our ferry leaves at 10.30 am and arrived at the port LABUAN at about 12.00 at noon..
that's all..!! =)
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bye!.. ♥
extremely b0red 2day..!!!!..
Me....♥
My aunty atie and my cuzzie shinta...♥
OMG!!...my favourite!!...chicken curyy!!♥
hmmm....2day dnt knw what 2 do....huhu...but i dnt get bored lyke ystrday larr...hehehe..
2day my cuzzie and my aunt cme 2 my house bcoz my cuzzie'll hve a prvte spm exam in the public schls in kgau...
hehehe...hve fun then wif my cuzzie juz nw..my cuzzie and my aunt returned bck 2 tmbunan juz nw at 4pm...n they'll cme bck again 2 my house 2mrrw 4 the next spm exam..heehehehe
nthing vry interesting 2day...o0w!!..o0wyeahh...hehehe..but im glad that my dady was cooking my fav dishes!!....CHICKEN CURRY!!...delicious!!...yummy!!!♥
diz early mrnig feel sad...huhuhuhuh:(...wke up at 7am this mrning and i look at my sister had no..huhuhu...my sister bck 2 KK wthout telling me and she was nt even wke me up bcoz she didnt wnt 2 dsturb my sleep..huhu...sad nt 2 see the way my sister and said gudbye 2 her...huhuhu..but nvm...diz thursday she'll bck 2 kgau..hehehe
and of course i miss my hubby vry damn munchy!!!!!♥...huhuhuu :'( ♥~~Leo~~♥
SUCH A BORING DAY..!!..
huhuhu...dun noe what 2 do 2day...uhhhh...boring!boring!boring!..sleep early last nyte tp bgun lmbat td...huhu...at about 8am wake up this morning..sllu awl jm7 lbih...
After that:
take my bath...
breakfast with my fmily...
wash my cloth..
clean my bedroom..
online...
watch TV...
take my lunch..
watch TV..
online while update my blog...=.="
huhuu!!!...boring!!...
my new hair..!!!...♥...hehehee..
20th nov saturday went to saloon with my mum and my sister...hehe...colouring our hair..hehehehehe...uhhhh...but after hair colour dry ody my hair look lyke..0MG!!...wht's goin on with my hair!...my clour??..o0w N0!! :0...HAHAHAHA!!...len2 nhe me npk...BIDAA brbiz..hehehehe....tp biarlr aftr school hlday bru p dye black bck..eheheheheheeh... :)
yes!...finally my result 4 the final semester this year better than the 1st semester....and my mum and dad advised me 2 increase my efforts next year in preparati0n 4 the exam SPM 2011...thanks 4 the advice and support mum n dad...i really appreciate it...thanks god..although my final semester results is just 2 relieve my heart and my parents...it makes me calm and happy!=)..lyke wht my prents had that i should raise my efforts nxt year..yes!!..thakn u mum and dad...it'll burn better and motivated me 2 really try 2 stdy hard 4 next year!..much more so next year i'll deal wif the SPM exam...hope that wif this results i'll be sure 2 mke a btter year ahead! =) amen♥...
my success is indeed a pride 4 my prents..as a token of gratitude..i'll be trying 2 get a roll certificate taht should be translated 4 me in the future and show 2 my prents taht parenting education that they gve me all this's not futile but gve a thousand one meaning 4 me =)...once again thank u mum and dad♥ =)....
i would wnt 2 follow my sister who's nw continued her education at college PTPL sabah...the success she had enjoyed one another's my inspiration 2 get btter results nxt year!!..=)
♥~ Hope that my results 2 develop better next year ~♥
"A most important key to successful leadership is your ability to direct and challenge the very best that is in those whom you lead."
- Hennie_Gurlz -
u made me cry,tore me apart,left me in tears n u've also shattered my heart...it wasn't ur fault i guess it was me...4 luv cnt be forced perhaps we weren't meant 2 be...it still doesn't help nw that i know bcoz 4 sum reason my heart won't let u go..i've tried more than once 2 get over u but u make it so hard wif cute things u do..i thought luv was joy but i've got nothing 2 gain..juz sorrows,tears n a little more pain:'( ..the day the pain started reality came 2...it was the day dat i realized...I'LL NEVER BE WIF U AGAIN.. =(
Memories:
i'll remember u as u are n see u 4 wht u wnt 2 be...judge u 4 how u were wif me..know u frm the place we met..dislike sum of the things u've said...i'll remember u as my frend coz i now know this's the end even though nothing lasts 4ever..i wish,as frend we could ramain 2gther n 1day we may need each other..u're still the BEST FRIEND i've had the pleasure of knowig..now the both of us need a while 4 personal growing..we each juz need sum tyme apart enough tyme 2 make a brand new start..i'll nver 4get wht we once shared 2gthr..my memories of u will owez remain 4ever..
I STILL miz u, but not lyke i did before the intense aching i felt isnt thre anymre, whisper ur nme not as often as i used 2 n now it may be once before the day is through, hear ur voice replaying in my mind but it's fading nw soon silence i'll find, long 4 u 2 feel ur touch but it's nt lyke before i dnt dream it as much, think about u n wonder how u r but my feelings hve changed n they dnt go as far, feel u sumtymes maybe u're thinking of me or maybe it's juz little memory of how it used 2 be, luv u but it's juz nt as strong bcoz im letting u go nw so we cn both move on, hear u say no one'll luv me lyke u do that's so hard 2 blieve nw after the hurt u put me through....u still hve a piece of my heart bcoz i owez felt u here..nw im hoping n praying that that 2 will quickly disappear..this'll be my last gudbye..i've nthing else 2 say...evrything i felt 4 u cn nw just fade away...huhuhuhu
present in my heart
- Hennie_Gurlz -
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 10/10/2010 the beautiful date ever ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
The very beautiful date ever today..!!..hehehe..these days that bring cheer to me, saddens me, and today i am disappointed that i was too little boring...
encouraging me:
~ My sister Henna just returned from Kota Kinabalu this mean i have friends to fall out!...ahahahha..!!..and today went to church with my beloved mother and my younger brother and going out with them to have our lunch....hehehe...
I am sad:
~ My relationship with my boyfriend who had just had our end Keep in on 23/09/2010 at 1:35 pm today ...huhu...but is it not my fault ... but one of her ... so please people who like to really want to busy ...you do not arbitrarily say that im Playgirl!....im not the kind of woman who likes to poke fun at men's feelings..so do not go willingly want to say!
I was disappointing:
~ Huhuhuh...i tricked my own eyes! ...the person who said he was at home..but actually he is in town..oh god!..huhuh..do like this should be called friends?..very frustrating!...hmmmm!!
I was bored today and i even take a picture using my webcam ... hehehe
These results capture the image i had
and this picture captures just 20 minutes ago..hehehe.. =)
finally over..huhuhu =( ...... i really would think that our relationship will not stay up any ... because i found out he was cheating on me .... but i could not suppress feelings of sadness ... because he wilkins is not in my lyfe ..... the beginning of the relationship with he ... I am very happy are ... but after is ... he is just annoying to me! ... he really can fool me that the woman is his sister foster .... but unfortunately i am not the kind of person who easily deceived by the man ... especially the question of cheating in love .... very annoying !.... that day i was 0n9 .... and i saw the post .... the post from him and given to the scandal he was ... oh god! ... 'post is all followed by a call love .. hahahahaha .... i started laughing because this man has challenged me to do something ! .. i took my phone and sms him ... I asked ... "is a woman named ***** is your girlfriend?" ... he replied my sms ... "Non! ... She is my sister foster!" ... Ahahahaha !.... me laugh! .. Because my humor with the way she responded sms me ... usually if the person at fault and did not want pleaded guilty, they will sms and followed with an exclamation point (!) ... duhhh ... huhuhuh ... from there I have a bit he was cheating !.... he rushed online and start a chat with me ..... he apologized and he finally admitted that he was cheating ... huhuhuhu ... that ruined my heart when he said so .. huhuhuhuh...immediately after he was truthful that he was cheating ... i decided to ended our relationship .....huhu... he appealed to me so i dnt do that and give him another chance ... but im s0 sorry my heart is close to gve him chance once again ... huhuhu ... after our relationship ended once again he is cheating me that he had decided his relationship with her and want to go back with me .... but on the other hand the relationship he was still going .... hhahahahahaha...funny when remember back this story !.... so sad! very funny! ... and very frustrating! huhuhuuhu ..... now i dnt want to remember the story behind my relationship with him! ... . throw away from my mind !.... huhuhuu ..... now start a new life with someone who really loves me and who I'm talking about is my ex-boyfriend, my family and my friends (QOL VIP CREW MEMBER). ... =)
I do not have long to open my blog ... hehehe .. miss is ...Never mind ..I promise after this I will always update my blog okay..hehe..ask pardon for past could not update blog for busy learning and other kinds..want to have my work online online facebook only ..that there is no time to update blog..because I am addicted to facebook blog does not even have time to update..lol...hahaha..now online facebook even good companies sometimes bored because my friends were not online the other...who knows why...hmmm...they may be busy studying..because after only two weeks off this road we have a week after that we will face the second semester exams ..initial state for the month october..we will have to excel exam spm 2011 for next year ..no! .. SPM next year already ... time flies fast! .. huhuhu...need have to want to learn out of this blind graduates next year..huhuhu...leave the end of this year I want to feel the excitement and joy..because next year there is fun to say..because next year is the year that is very important .. which the year will determine my future .. so get out exhaustive study...huhuhuhuhuh...for next year also I am still thinking now whether I should be active in sports or not ... because I was afraid if I am very active in sports next year .. I will miss my students ... but if I do not actively like next year. .. me an opportunity to collect per kokurikulm to enter universities will also thin ... so how is this?I am confused now ...Let the new will think ... .. still early..AHAHAHAH...xD!...
if i were 2 be n0t myself..then i w0uld rhter n0t wnt diz sccess...if i were 2 unlearn all my values n princples,then wht is the use 0f learning the tactics 0f diz sccess.....if i were 2 barter the blissful mments wif my l0ved 0nes 4 diz mddning rce,then i w0uld prefer diz sccess 2 n0t 2 be chased....if my smile n em0tions hve 2 be fake then i w0uld rther nt s0cialize juz 4 the heck 0f it....yupz...it is imprtant even 4 me 2 hve sccess...the realizati0n 0f asprti0ns,the utilizti0n 0f skills n tpping 0f ptential,the zeal 2 learn n 0wez wnting 2 imprve,2 cmplte wif n0ne but myself,the satisfacti0n 0f gving n cntributing is all wht is my sccess.....i wnt diz sccess n am mving 0nly 2wards diz SUCCESS!!..... =)
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music is wht mkez me m0ve n gro0ve...msic cn be gud 0r bad dpending 0n h0w itz used...msic cn mke me cho0se new frenz,mke me dnce,mke me fight n mke evrything alryte...msic 0s0 cn tke cre 0f me when im al0ne n cn mke evrythng feel lyke h0me...msic can harm,tke away,mke me wnt 2 stay.....msic is my m0m n dad wht keeps me alive when i feel lyke i cnt survive...msic is mine,r0und,square,blue,freen,am,pm,hppiness,sadness,lyfe,death..msic is the w0rld..when i hear music,msic mkes me cry,laugh,smile,tingly deep insde...lyfe cmes running aftr me msic is the 0nly reas0n why i cn stand 0n earth...msic bringz me bck 2 lyfe..msic is the 0nly reas0n i live... =)
" when pe0ple hear gud music, it mkes them h0mesick 4 sumthing they nver had, n nver will hve "
My papa : Henry Anjun & My momma : Juliana Jimmy . J
thre was a tyme when u held my hand n u gve me strenght 2 stand..when i w0uld cry n be up all nyte u w0uld cuddle me n spend sleepless nytez...s0 i thank u m0mma n i thank u papa 4 gving me diz beautiful lyfe... =') i hve been wr0ng n i hve been l0st...but u hve sto0d by me n sh0wn me the path...i hve asked u 4 thingz th0se which i need n0t u gve them all 2 me juz see me smile...0ceans s0 deep...m0untains s0 high...cnt express my feelings 4 u....m0mma n papa, u hve been my ment0r...u hve made me what i am..
M0mma:
~ m0ther's heart is the key...the key 2 sccess...mthr's heart is a ribb0n dat ties my future 2gther...mthr's heart is a meal dat satisfies my hunger..mthr's heart is a cray0n dat cl0urz my lyfe in rainb0w...mthr's heart is a s0ng dat puts rhythm in my s0ul...mthr's heart is a bracelet dat accss0rizes my dreamzz.....mthr's heart is a bo0k dat entertains my mind...mthr's heart is an 0cean dat waves as my g0 by... =)
Papa:
~ father's heart is a pill0w dat i cn rest 0n...fthr's heart is a pill dat cures my illness...fthr's heart is a tissue dat wipes my tears...fthr's heart is muscles dat pickz me up...fthr's heart is cl0thes dat i wear 2 c0ver...fthr's heart is m0ney dat bringz f0od 2 the tble....fthr's heart is a pencil dat writez dwn my plans...fthr's heart is luv dat i fall in luv wif.... =)
I ♥ YOU MOMMA & I ♥ YOU PAPA!!
huhu!...dlm seumr hdup me...me xpnh jmpa llki cm nhe w0rr!...wtf!...u ngat u prfct?...lau stkt mka jakx encem tp prngai playb0y wtpaaa!....buang d t0ng smpah jakx lar..huhuhuhuhuh...iskxxx....gli lar me ngan prngai llki cm k0 nhe!..huhuhu...yea k0 tua dri sy...tp x brmkxd yg sy nhe x leh ckp kbrukn k0 knnn?....huhu!..plz larrrr....ubh lar ur bad attitude 2!....pcylah xdaa pmpuan yg than ngan gya llki cm2....P-L-A-Y-B-0-Y!!...ari nhe ari k0 bhhh....len ari sy pnya ari g!...k0 ngat pmpuan nhe ptung kar snang jakx k0 mw kc men2???.....jn EG0!...fkir prsaan pmpuan bhh...huhuhu..well llki cm k0 nhe knn actlly krg ksih syg bhh nhe knnn....pity u B0Y!!!....G0 T0 HELL!!...jn brhrp sgt larrrr k0 akn dpt pmpuan yg k0 mw 2!....kebalikn larrr maa k0 nhe paa yg k0 wat maa suma pmpuan yg k0 pnh cple...bkn mw mnyumph...tp knytaan j0!...u ngat u jakx yg mnang?....excuze me!!!!...hahahaha.....t k0 dpt blsn gakx 2....fkir larr sndri k!...mlz me mw ckp maa u....g0 0n jakx lar ngan prngai k0 yg PLAYB0Y 2.....me tgk jakx cmpai mna k0 leh tahan ngan suma nhe!.....dupp!dupp!...DAMN U B0Y!...huhuhuhuhu....bkn me xdpt trma paa yg u wat nhe...tp me ANTI prngai llki cmnhe....huh!...bkn men g kta2 mnis k0 ari 2 kn?...ewww!yackxx!....iskxxx......i rgret!!!!!.....hummmmm......mlz mw ckp psl k0 nhe....wste my tyme!...yg pnting paa yg sy mw ckp suma uda sy ckp.....END!
1. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
2. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, and the romance in a relationship and find out that you still care for that person.
3. When the door of happiness closes, another opens but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.
4. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
5. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
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6. There are things you'd love to hear that you would never hear from the person who you would like to hear from, but don't be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from their heart.
7. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, in the end it fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
8. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
9. A careless word may kindle strife, a cruel word may wreck a life, a timely word may level stress, a loving word may heal and bless.
10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
11. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
12. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches..
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the 1st is think....think b0ut the values i wish 2 live my life by...2nd is believe...belive in myself based 0n the thinking i've d0ne ab0ut the values i g0ing live my life by...3rd is dream...i dream ab0ut the things dat can be based 0n my belief in myself and the values i g0ing 2 live by...n last is dare..dare 2 mke my dreams bc0me reality based 0n my belief in myself n my values... =)
we c0nvince 0urselves dat lyfe will be btter aftr we get married,hve a baby,then an0thr,get a new j0b n get a new h0use....then we r frustrated dat the kidz aren't 0ld en0ugh n we'll be m0re c0ntent when they r......the truth is, thre's n0 btter tyme 2 be hapy than ryte nw! if n0t nw...s0 when?
my lyfe will 0wez be filled wif challenges...it's best 2 admit diz 2 myself n decide 2 be hapy anyway...happiness is the way...s0 treasure evry m0ment dat i hve n treasure it mre bc0z i shared it wif sum 1 special, special en0ugh 2 spend my tyme wif...n rmember dat tyme waits 4 n0 0ne!...s0 i st0p waiting!!!.....until i g0 bck 2 schl,until i finish schl,until i get married,until i hve a kids,until summer,until fall,until winter,until spring,until i die!
there is n0 btter tyme than ryte nw 2 be hapy!... =)
heheh...hey all...im bck..haha...hmm...nj0y o0w kmrin p kk wif ma fmily...duhhh...tireddd nhe....jm11 lbih 0dy kmrin cmpai d kgau...hehehhe.....aduy....tp tired2 pn...nj0y gakx bhhh..hahahah...spend tyme wif ma fmily even 1 ari jakx pn ckup beerti 0dy nhe...hehehe.....lbih2 g td celebrate bufday my mum at kk...hehehe....mum pn happy jakx nhe...ska tgk mum happy...heheh...luv ma mum!>.muahx!...
Teen Sad Poems
“If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don’t have it, no matter what else there is, it’s not enough.” as the teen sad love quote goes. When a teen breaks up it is an emotionally turbulent time that they must learn through life. Teen sad poems offer an avenue to freely express their thoughts and feelings of their lost love. Often times in epic poems there are teen sad poetry that are inside the epic story told and how they managed to move forward and become stronger through the loss of love and eventually find new love. Teen sad poems are rich with imagery and emotions that everyone can learn from in life. No matter what the age, sad love poems can be appreciated and break the barrier between the soul and the heart.
gdmrng all...heheh...early in da mrng....i wnna eat FERRERO ROCHER!...ma fav chclte!...duuhhhhhhh....>.<...mummmy!!....buy me da chclte...i wnna..i wnna...i wnna....uuuuhhhhhh...huhuhuhuhuh..diz mrng...i wke up early 8 6am...then tkshwr n tke ma bkfst wif ma mummmy.....ciap jakx bkfst tuz mlar tgn mw 0n9 FB!....akakakakakakaka...LMAO!....XD!...
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miz diz tyme..hehehe...im so hapy...cn spend tyme wif ma fmily...wlaupn paz jakx kmi bck frm rnau..we all sick..lol!...damn!...haha..but we still hapy...hehehe...hmm...byk kngan wif ma fmly 8 rnau on datz tyme...hehe...i'll nt 4get diz mment..^^...we all went 2 vsit..> kundasang war memorial, da farm...n mny mre...pling me x lpa...tyme p poring...ahahaha...x puaz mw mndi wlaupn udaa bejam jam kmi mndi...all our fce pn pucat ody...akakaka...!!!...bygkn jakx larr...all klit2 kmi 2 kn lo0kz...ewwww...hahaha...pucat abz...erghh!!...haha...but hapy n hve fun!...hehehe...then we bck 2 our hmestay...tuz suma klpran...akakaka...klm kbut mw msk...duhhhhuhuu........tyme tkeshwr 2..g0sh!....pnya sjukxxx.......bggar nhe mndii.....OMG!...xdpt thn sjukx dy...cm rsa xmw mndii lakx...o0pzzz...hahaha...paz all ody tkeshwr....then dtg nhe gla me wif ma cuzzie...akakaka....bgmbrrrrrrr jakxxx.....adadada...haha...full mmry w0rr!....hehehe...mmmmm...hehe...datz all...byk g...tp len ari larrr me stry...hehe...see yeahhh!...byeee...^^
