♥ 17th Dec 2010 ♥ sorry :'(

im so sory...my fault :'( frankly i dnt know why i talk so..sorry!!!!..i know it rlly hurt u with my words tht nyte.. :'( ... i luv u...however..even if u start 2 hate me or wht..ur nme still written on my heart...i rlly miss u damn much!! ♥♥♥♥♥ F ♥♥♥♥♥

♥ 3rd Dec 2010 ( HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY HERO@MY BELUVED DADDY " HENRY ANJUN ") =) ♥

happy birthday to the best dad i know...a father i love and respect...a dad who fulfills all his dutied to teach,to guide,to protect me...if everyone had such a father...a really good dad like mine...the world be so much better..it would look like god's own design...im so grateful that i have u as a dad dady...thanks f...or always believing in me..thanks for all the support that you have given to me...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HERO!...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELUVED DADDY HENRY ANJUN!!..may god bless you always...mmmmmuuahhh!♥

P/S: happy birthday daddy..i know i did...thank you for being my dad and taking care of me and working everyday so that we can have a place 2 sleep and eat...I LOVE YOU DADDY...U'RE MY HERO..!!!♥

~ ♥ I LOVE MY DADDY...MY HERO...HENRY ANJUN... ♥ ~

♥ 30th Nov 2010 sum 1 caring about me ♥

happy!!..i've find sum1 who's so caring about me at a time when im sad or when im sick...

didnt realize he was so kind and understand me more than i understand him...i love him "F" dalink2 ♥..

'd like to meet with him later!!...yehaaa 11st dec..heheh..cnt wait!..

the end of this month he'll go to tawau to continued his studies at UiTM...sad...

~ i really love this man ..
he fulfilled all the characteristics of my ideal man
i hope i'll get the same man he was
i also want 2 wait 2 begin a relationship with him
hmm ...but probably not
because he still loves his ex-girlfriend ..

what i can do is
iwas only able to keep my feelings and probably could only consider him as my close friends forever
maybe if there mate
we'll also unite..amen :')
although we have no relationship
but the funny thing is how he treats me like we have a relationship
hahahaha...I LOVE U & I MISS U & I WANT U 4EVER!!!!!!♥

♥ 29th Nov 2010 i leave u go♥

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SMILE IN TEARS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ BROKEN HEART ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2day again my heart hurt by him tht i love..y must all this happen 2 me?..huhuhu...

at nyte i send him a message..i said "where u go..y this 1 day you dnt reply my msg?"..he didnt answer my messages..huhuh..sad:'(..then my phone rang..i look at my phone and thre's a message from him...im happy!!..but sadly 2 say...the message sounded like this "leave me baby"

oh god !!...... my mind began 2 panic and dnt noe what 2 do.. bcoz i rlly love him...huhuhu..im not questioning y do he told me 2 leave him..bcoz im rlly puzzled why he said so..uhh!

i cn only say "well .. if that is what u want from me...i cnt do anything else...thank u 4 everything bye..."..huhu..i was vry blur at that time and was so surprised..x sngka leh jd gnhe...huhuh

he reply 2 my message " dun lyke that bby..b got a lot of prblms..im not good enough4 u bby..im bad and i dnt want 2 continue our relationship...i hve no future and i dnt wnt 1 day u 2 follow me.."..oh my god! .. what it's! ... absolutely no sense!!!... :'(

vry annoying!...reasons tht are nt directly sense!!...the only reason i rlly hate when it comes 2 ending the relationship!..om willing to let him go...at the same time my heart was hurt
only god knows how the pain of my heart at that time..huhuu!!!...so painn!..the only man who can soothe me when im sad now's gone...huhuu:'(

hell yeah!!..u said tht u are bad...but i said no...and now i'll change my mind and i would say "YES! ...u are evil!".... :'(

i still love you .. but i cnt accept u in my life anymre...pain...huhuuhu...IT'S OVER NOW!!...NO MORE 'L' IN MY LIFE...

sorry if i say so ...but its true syg..

if you read this i want u 2 remember "u the 1 who illuminates my life and i love u 4ever ... but my love 4 u has faded away 4 what u did..huhuh"...

goodbye!... and now i'll begin my new life without you...

♥ 26th Nov 2010 - 28th Nov 2010 ♥

during the three days im with my family 2 go 2 Labuan..they're also with us is my youngest aunt janr with her daughter shasha and her husband ivan..my grandma, and my two younger cousins kitty and aaron...we took a ferry 2 go 2 Labuan..our ferry leaves at 10.30 am and arrived at the port LABUAN at about 12.00 at noon..

that's all..!! =)

follow more stories by date during the three days we were in Labuan
interesting!
hehehe
bye!.. ♥